total decay (2024)

ive had a dream of you, old friend

my first time seeing you since we've last met

we were so close, yet so far, old friend

you were getting your work quota met

it was the end of us, old friend

only my faults to blame for, our eyes never met

some fates were never to mesh, old friend

destiny and me, we have all but met

i can see your smile everyday

i live with sour regret today

oh, our departure in May

our hold in total decay

ive had a dream of you, too, old bud

it wasn't so fun

distant sticks in the mud

unreturned calls

but you were so happy to see your old bud

couldn't reciprocate, shunned

longing and hatred over searing sun

my love for you i've undone

i can see your smile everyday

i shall move forward today

the hollow departure in May

our hold in total decay

The Possible Artist